love strolling in the beach & watching the sky filled with stars. i wish i could travel to the universe. Cheesie Melody Shi Ting Xia Xue
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
1st of all~ i wana tell u guys.. I'VE PASSED MY BTT LE!!!!! hehe.. phew~~ felt so relieved ~ but next is FTT liao T.T -stressed- wonder by next yr can i pass it all or not hehe.. =p hmm.. last fri went to wild wild wet wif him.. its really very very fun.. hehe.. we frm 1pm+ played till their closing time which is 7 ..haha.. pRo hOr? inside there actually nth much to play de.. we play till 3+ already sian liao.. but manage to find some thingS to entertain ourselves nOr.. hmm.. after tat.. we anyhw took bus again.. hehe.. frm pasir ris to toa payoh~ frm toa payoh to clark quay.. den we walk down to fullerton hotel there~ sit sit talks abt ghost stories all these.. hehe.. den abt an hr later.. we walk down to esplanade.. see abit of scenery n we took night rider home.. hehe.. 1st time took night rider home wif him.. the feelings somewhat is sweet.. =) late at nite we toOk same bus home.. hehe.. but of cos he alight 1st nA.. i alone sit till boon lay T.T hmmm.. frm tat day onwards.. i felt as if he gt read my blog.. becos tat time he said a word which i mention in my blog b4.. which is we anyhw taKe bus is our fav past time.. he said tat!! =/ tat could also be an coincidence ba~ i jus felt lo.. anyway.. if 'u' really c tis.. let me tell u sth then..
well.. i dunno it works or not.. but i jus say it out.. hmm.. somehow.. after i wrote the letter to u .. u treat me even more gd than b4 i wrote tat letter to u.. but y ? iszit becos u felt guilty tat u cant be wif mE ? or becos u liked mE too? oR even becos u dun wan lose tat 'having chased' by someone de feelings? i intend to giv uP on u .. but it seems so hard for me to giv up for u treating mE so gd.. im already at the dead end.. dunno wat shd i dO.. i dun dare to say it out infront of u.. becos i dun wana spoil ur mood.. but seriously.. if u dO like mE also.. can u pls tell me? if u doesn't even lk mE..only treat me as gd buddy.. pls pls tell mE ~ i dun wana let ppl think tat im 3rd party.. do u noe hw i feel? say honestly..all along i only thought for u.. n not myself.. its time for you to think for me le ba? haiz.. i've already get used for u to be ard me liao.. i'm not mentally prepared to losE u now.. but.. pls.. if u dun like mE.. pls let me go.. haiz.. |