hmm..sometimes i really wonder why i always think tat much..lol..somethings which i shouldn't be thinking kept on thinking.. -.- i really dunno wat am i doing..haiz~~ n i mus admit.. often i put too much hope on sth.. it always appears the opposite.. =/ suddenly gt abit moody..mayb is becos of wat i think jus nw de ba..damn..hate myself for thinking so much.. i shd jus wait for him n ask ~ told myself no hurry.. wat am i afraid of ? T.T why do i have the feeling of fear..but dunno wat am i afraid of.. haiz.