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Sunday, October 15, 2006

Ytd went out wif joan.. went to far east n makan our dinner 1st.. after tat.. went to find her necklace nOr.. wanted to catch a movie but we find tat.. quite alot of ppl watching movie.. plus the tickets is lk selling out le.. decided to go TCC cafe sit sit talk craps.. haha.. ytd really quite fun ah.. keep laughing n dunno wat we were laughing abt.. lol.. ard 9pm~ went to find her fren at bugis arcade n find her fren..her fren was busying playing soccer card game(i 1st time c tis kind of game.. lol) i was bored due to i dunno wat is he playing.. sO i went to walk walk ard n c other ppl play games nOr.. i realised tat..there gt alot of ah bengs n lians.. which i seriously dun lk .. -.- play game can play until shout here n there 1.. so noisy.. argh... walk round n round.. looking for sth interesting for me to C 1.. hmm.. well.. only manage to found 1 guy playing car game quite cool.. stood there and c till he complete his laps.. lol .. his skills really gd..can control till so well.. den~ back to joan's fren there.. he's still playing.. n somehow.. i thought of 'him'~ soccer is his fav game.. ytd dunno y.. miss him so damn much.. began to talk abt him to joan.. Joan advised me.. do wat is gd for me.. haiz.. im in confused situation.. whether to giv up or not.. in tis 1 yr time.. my eyes only gt him nia~ no other ppl can really satisfied me le.. already told myself to giv up~ but y is ther still sth holding me back ? why? i still have qns between us~ is there still possibilities for u to lk me back? or u do like me a little.. becos of ur situation now.. u giv up on me? haiz.. hav been wondering tis kind of things for such a long time~ Joan asked me, are u really happy now? well.. i dunno.. i felt happy when i was wif him.. does tat consider tat im happy? Argh~~~~ im so useless... told my sisters to forget abt ur past.. den y am i still doing all tis? T.T im so useless.. but i jus cant help it.. sigh~~~~~~

Feeling sicky ah!!! hw am i going to work tml T.T