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Friday, August 04, 2006

again.. im feeling moody.. u guys mus be wondering y i always moody ba? well.. i dunno myself oso.. haiz~ felt lonely-er than last time le.. suddenly felt tat.. every of my frens seems so far from me.. they are jus so near to me.. but i still felt.. empty.... y am i feeling tis? every of my frens are attach.. even 1 of my fren are immigrating wif her bf T.T mayb only la.. but most probably will ba.. kind of sad hearing tat nOr.. every of my frens seems so loving n nice wif their bf.. well.. i really felt happy for them.. hope to c them get married wif their current bf now.. seriously.. i find tat.. couples can get together already is an fate le.. its hard to get tis kind of fate .. ppl may tends to treat it lightly.. took each other for granted.. i hate tis kind of things le.. but i understand the party who sacrifice the most de.. i myself exp b4.. its kind of unfair the 1 sacrificing but the other dun even noe wat he/she doing.. haiz.. y am i talking such nonsense? -.- dunno iszit im used to be alone.. or im eagerly wants to hav tat kind of 'having a bf feeling' back..dunno y i felt tat i nv been in a relationship b4.. wat couples do all these..it seems so mo sheng to me... the feeling is jus weird.. i noe myself hav been through relationship stuff.. but y am i feeling tis way tat i nv been in a relationship b4? haiz.. wats wrong wif me.. frm last yr till nw.. im still thinking of tat same person... i wish somehow.. we can get together.. but i noe its impossible ba.. i really felt very empty nw.. or shd i say .. lonely? haiz.. People say... nO bf wont die.. still gt frens.. but wat if.. even frens oso cant be wif u when u needed them? think im still nt fully independent ba.. think from nw onwards.. i shdn't rely on frens much oso le.. not all frens are reliable too .. haiz.. think tats all the crap i wan to say ba..