love strolling in the beach & watching the sky filled with stars. i wish i could travel to the universe. Cheesie Melody Shi Ting Xia Xue
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Friday, August 25, 2006
wEee... tis sat is my bday celebration le.. wonder hw fun will it be? actually.. i dun really look forward for it.. dunno y eh.. nt really excited abt it.. hmm.. hw come i will feel lk tis eh? =/ beats mE~ well.. i kind of worried tat.. i wont be a very gd host tat day nOr.. worried tat.. foods not enuff.. worried tat my frens last min wont come or wat.. =/ my worries more than excitement.. haha.. T.T overall.. im not looking forward for it.. =/ haiz~!
Hmm..after the counselling from my fren evan, n i do alot of thinkings abt it.. i think.. its time for me to let gO ba.. the history seems to be repeating.. i've waited 1 yr for my ex... still.. nothing happen nOr.. haiz.. guess nw im having the same problem oso.. almost 1 yr le.. n i find nOt much hopes in it nOr..its better for me to giv uP ba.. hate tis kind of feelings sia.. T.T y am i always the 1 suffering~~~~~ sadded.. when can i get a bf to forget abt him? ow.. anyway.. i may sounds lk im finding a bf for 'replacement'. but acutally NO ok! im serious in finding a bf n hav a happy life wif my bf.. guess tats hard ba -.- my relationship all sucks~ haiz.. guess im feeling empty becos.. i dun hav another partner bA ? ayO.. y am i feeling tis.. guys are not reliable.. mus depends on myself better... YEAH man! i mus be independent!!!! |