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Thursday, May 04, 2006

haiz~ had a bad day today ba~ i had an arguement wif my dad ytd nite.. which is not surprising at all.. always wanted to discuss sth wif him always ended up quarreling.. i mus admit im sux at quarreling stuff.. sometimes really cant take their stupid and ignorant attitude.. it pissed me off.. always make me angry till dun wish to talk to them liao.. haiz.. den today came back from jP.. argue wif my mum again~ told me abt my unreasonable sister told her tat i kept her VCD nv return to her.. end up she have to pay fOr it.. but seriously... i've forgotten abt i kept her VCd nor.. i admitted its my fault tat i forgotten abt it.. but wat to do? i hav a very bad memory ma.. haiz.. tat vcd she has to pay for it.. den now i found it.. blame me for not returning to her.. i really forgot abt it eh.. haiz.. i oso dun wish to happen lk tat de lor.. who ask me to hav such a BAD BAD memory.. they tot i want de meh? i oso hate being so forgetful.. impt things tends to forget.. unimportant things rmb until so clearly.. seriously i hate myself especially my stupid brain.. haiz.. when i was very young~~ i keep wanting to hav a really gd family members.. i wish i could hav a very outstanding dad.. dotes me de sister.. n a understanding mother.. but the most i wanted is understanding.. seriously my family members are nt understanding at all.. always blame tis n tat.. nv think abt themselves did they do wrongly or not de.. haiz.. the more i talk to them.. the more i wan to escape frm my hse~~ felt so stressed up in my hse.. there's nobody can really understand me lor.. i find tat.. i've done enough for my family le ba.. at least i noe hw to think loRz.. y cant they be more understanding eh? guess i'll find an ans till i hav a child of my own ba~ wish to get out of tis hell man~~ haiz...