i really dunno wat the hell am i thinking eh.. dunno why recently.. i kept dreaming abt my ex.. damn... it felt sO real~ i dreamt tat we r still together.. haiz.. y am i dreaming all these stuff? didnt i forget abt him? didnt i stop thinking abt him? y is he popping up in my mind now n then? i seriously dun wana think abt it le~ i saw his blog.. he seems to like this gEr alot... well.. all i can say is.. im envy ba.. i c him sO happy.. i felt happy for him lor... at least he is happy wif her~ unlike me.. i think i brought alot of unhappiness things for him ba.. i wish i could jus brainwash ah!!!! damn.. T_T feeling foolish n miserable~~